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Sweet Kinky Dreams xXx

Mind Fuck

So, last night I was in the car with my lover; we'd been reminiscing about when we first met and how hot we were for each other. I was getting quite turned on! I couldn't help remember all the flirty glances and dirty times we had all those years ago. 
     
I remember the first time I had his massive rock solid cock in my hand. How surprised and slightly scared I was. 
    
I watched as he drove, and smiled to myself when I thought about how much he had changed since then; he was a lot hotter these days! 
     
I looked over at sat nav, 40 minutes until we would arrive back at mine. My body was already getting desperate to give in to my animal urges. I considered slipping off my leggings and bringing myself to orgasm right there in the passenger seat of his car! 
     
Unfortunately, it was late and the rain was heavy - I didn't want to make him crash! 
     
I rested my hand on his thigh, which was just far too teasing! His jeans were so soft and his legs are so strong. My hand was so close to his cock, I wanted to touch and make him hard. 
     
I couldn't help run my fingers over my legs a little; managing to have enough control not to go near the area I so desperately wanted to touch. 
     
As I ran my fingers up my thighs it sent a shiver through my body. 
     
I started to tremble. Oh. Dear.God. 
I started to imagine the passionate fury that would undoubtedly happen once we got back. I was so fucking horny!
     
I pictured, and almost, even felt his long, thick, hard cock rubbing up against my gspot; I started to convulse a little. My pussy, now wet, was aching for him to be inside me. 
     
Aching to feel his body on top of me, feel his breath against my skin. 
     
The more my mind wondered, the more my pussy ached and the hotter it felt. I had fallen so deep into this second universe in my mind as I started to feel the wave of the orgasm wash over my entire body. My body convulsing, my muscles contracting, over and over again. I managed to keep my body under control so he wouldn't notice. 
     
I looked over at my lover, with that 'cute look' I get as I cum for him as another wave of pleasure came over my body. 
     
Then the music came into focus, and I could hear the pelting of the rain drops against the roof of the car. He kept his eyes on the road and he drove down the M1. He had no idea what had just happened to me! But then again, I don't know myself was this a mental orgasm, an echo, a memory or just a mind fuck? 

Would love to hear your thoughts and stories xx
     

Sweet Kinky Dreams xXx 

Quickie with Mr.Bouncer

My phone beeps. A text message from Mr.Bouncer. I should just delete it, he is far too busy and very flakey. But then I picture that cute smile and the sparkle in those beautiful eyes and I find myself replying to him.

'I really want to see you' he says. I tell him that I'm free and not up to much, he only has half an hour free inbetween his 2 jobs to see me. I feel like I deserve more time than that! But I understand he works very long hours in both jobs and barely has time to sleep, let alone spend hours in bed with me - where there wouldn't be a lot of sleeping going on! 
   
I haven't seen him properly for weeks, and the last time I did see him it was on a night out when he was working in the club. He looked so hot, dressed in his security uniform. 6ft 3 with broad shoulders, so manly, so incredibly hot. I felt his eyes on me on more than 1 occasion that night! Flirty glances and cheeky winks all evening had got me feeling very hot! I wondered over to him, my tight black dress and high heels made me feel like a goddess.

Standing near him made me tremble. I have never met such a hot man who can makes my body feel so weak in this way. As I caught his eye the DJ played a song that instantly took my mind back to last summer when we was fucking and always reminds me of him whenever I hear it.
   
'you make me so wet, I want to feel your hot body pin me against the wall. Tie me up and fuck me hard' I whispered in his ear before walking away. Omg! The mix of alcohol and the weakeness for his body had certainly given me a bit of courage! 
   
Anyway, less of that teasing night! Do I let him pop round for half an hour? 
   
I felt weak and my pussy started to ache at the thought of him. 
   
There is no other man who makes me feel so weak and trembly. I feel such a strong urge to submit myself to his body. 
   
He sends me another message to tell me he will have to come round in his uniform as he will have to go straight to work from mine. Oh god! Black trousers and that sexy black shirt worn by all bouncers. I am feeling my pussy get wet at just the thought. There's no way I can turn him down! 
   
I tell him I can't wait and rush to have a shower. The hot water dripping over my body only increases my desires. 
   
I get myself partly dressed. stockings, lacey underwear and a silk gown. I don't want to waste anytime having to remove my clothes! 
   
I do my hair and a little bit of make up. I was feeling nervous, it had been so long since I had seen him. I poured myself a glass of wine, and waited. 
   
I was excited but nervous with anticipation for his arrival. 
   
I heard the knock at the door. I opened and smiled as I tried to hide my body with my gown incase anyone was passing by. He steps in and I look up at his massive strong manly body and
felt a shiver run through me. 
   
I dropped my arms, allowing my silk gown to open, showing my clevage and as I stepped towards him more of my gown opened showing off my entire body. 
   
He put his hands on my waist and gently moved them over my hips as he pulls me closely and kisses me. I felt so feminine, sexy and petite up against his body. 
   
He took my hand and led me to my bedroom. He held me tight and I felt more shivers as I ran my hand over his hard chest and strong arms. 
   
He kissed my neck and I felt my muscles contract. Oh god! Feeling his warm breath on my bare skin was making me feel so desperate to have his body on top of me. 
   
He laid me on to the bed, pulled my knickers off and opened my legs. I was weak in anticipation. He started to gently rub my clit and I let out a moan. He moved his fingers down to my dripping pussy to where he knew I desperately wanted him. He gently rubbed on my gspot, I was already so close. Oh god. 
   
He kneeled on the bed infront of me and pushed my legs open a bit further. My entire body was convulsing now. 
   
He pushed his fingers firmly against my gspot and started using his hand to fuck me hard and fast. Oh. My. God. I was moaning loudly now! Moments later I was cumming hard. My whole body was shaking and I could feel all my muscles working as the pleasure came over me and I was covered in my hot cum that was squirting out. 
   
He stood up, as I laid there unable to move. My body shivering. He undone his shirt and took it off, showing off his strong body. He unzipped his trousers and I could see how hard he was for me. My pussy still ached to feel him inside me. 
   
He was undressed, and I could see his rock solid dick as he
kneeled inbetween my open legs. He looked at my pussy, covered in my own cum and dripping everywhere. 
   
He lifted my legs and moved closer to me. I gasped as I felt his hard cock slowly push my pussy open and enter me. He moaned, I could tell he had wanted to be inside me for a while now! 
   
He slowly slid his cock in and out of me, hitting my gspot with every stroke. 
   
I felt my muscle tighten, my back arch as more cum squirts out of me soaking his dick and his balls and drip over his legs. Oh my god, it feels so good. 
   
He starts pounding me, my legs over his shoulders. It's painful and uncomfortable but so good at the same time. I desperately need to feel more, feel him pound me and hurt me.My body craves him so much. Pain is the only way he can begin to satisfy this animalistic need for him. 

He carries on fucking me. I feel my body convulse and my muscles contract and my mind feels free from everything as I feel the rush of the orgasm sweep over me and the release as my cum squirts out and I scream with pleasure. 

Moments later, he starts thrusting harder and faster and let's out a moan as I feel his hot spunk fill my pussy up. He rests momentarily on me, I love feeling the weight of him entirely on me. He gets up, but I am unable to move. My legs have turned to jelly, but he will be late for work now!Moments later, he starts thrusting harder and faster and let's out a moan as I feel his hot spunk fill my pussy up. He rests momentarily on me, I love feeling the weight of him entirely on me. He gets up, but I am unable to move. My legs have turned to jelly, but he will be late for work now!

I am ruined. 

Sweet Kinky Dreams xXx 

Bad Sex Tips

I am a very lucky girl. 
   
My lover came over for the weekend, a few weeks ago. He came bearing shopping bags and cooked a lovely meal, made a chocolate cake and spent the weekend looking after me. I felt very lucky and spoiled! 
   
He is always warm and kind to me, except when he is fucking any remaining innocence out of me. No one makes me cum as hard and frequently as he does. 
   
Being a fairly submissive little slut, it only deepened my desire to please him. And return the favour. I desperately want to be the best he has ever had. I know he enjoys the sex we have, and he enjoys my company. But I have this nagging inside me that says I'm not the best he has had. I am determined that he will think I am a goddess. 
   
He's a lot harder to please than other men I have been with,but that is only to be expected from a man who is so amazing and open minded in bed! 
   
I decided that to improve myself, to drive him wild and give him the best time he has ever had that I should do some research. I have plenty of books at home that I picked up a few years ago when I had a boring sex life and wanted to spice things up. 
   
I went through reading them, waiting to get excited about all the ideas I would find. 
   
I was massively disappointed. 
  
Here are some of the tips I came across: 
   
* light candles to set the mood
   
* insert ice cubes into your vagina, or cherries, grapes, mashed bananas, orange sections, use your imagination

* get him to take nude pictures of you (this would only work when you feel hot about yourself, for a lot of people if they aren't in the right mood, this would be a disaster) 

* arrange for a flower to be delivered to him, make it an erotic one like a paphiopedilum orchid, a bird of paradise or a tiger lily. (really?)

* use your eyelashes to flutter over his body, everywhere including his feet, his neck and his stomach. (that is not going to drive a man wild, it would be weird, awkward and ticklish) 
   
Not saying all the ideas were bad, just nothing special. The kind of thing that shouldn't need to be said. 
   
I decided to put the book down and take a look online. Searching for 'dirty sex tips' to try and find the raunchier stuff.

I came across an article on how to give the perfect blow job. Brilliant! The regular sex columnist for a well known popular magazine warned it was very explicit and to read alone! I was a bit excited to find tips to be able to give my lover more satisfaction than he had ever had before. 
   
I sat and read, feeling slightly confused. Ok, so I hold his cock while I suck and go a little faster? Really? That's your hot sex tip? That's a standard blow job right? This is the advice, this girl who started her story saying she was shocked to discover that this was how to give head and had been doing it wrong until that point, this is the girl they have paid to talk to millions of women about how to satisfy their men?
   
Help us now! 

This kind of advice wasn't going to make me a sex goddess! 
  
So where are all these dirty little sluts who really know how to blow a man's mind? 
   
I think I may need to spend a couple of weeks, searching in the murky depths of the world wide web to find the down right dirty, mind blowing, hot tips! In the meantime I'm sure I can use my imagination, after all I am a dirty sex addict. 

I will be posting the good sex tips I find and create over the next few weeks and months :)

Sweet Kinky Dreams xXx 

My Rape Fantasy

I stand in my bedroom, looking into my full length mirror. I'm getting ready to go out to meet my lover for drinks. 
   
Yes, I'm looking hot! My black skirt clings perfectly, tight enough around my arse and thighs without making it obvious I'm wearing stockings underneath! My black high heeled knee high boots just to make me look a bit naughty! And I'm wearing a white shirt, creating the perfect hourglass figure, which only shows clevage if you look hard enough. I run my brush through my long blonde curls and finally spritz myself with a little perfume. 
I take a sip of my red wine, and hear a knock at the door. Who on earth could that be? I hope he hasn't surprised me and decided to meet here, I'm not quite ready yet! 
   
I walk down the hallway carefully in my very high heels and answer the door. It's not my lover. It's a stranger. He's tall, quite well built with dark hair, a cute smile and a
dark look in his eye. Enough to make me cautious. He steps in, 'erm, yes, hello, can I help you?' I say, as I take a step back as he clearly is coming inside. Fuck! 
   
He let's the door shut behind him and suddenly pins me against the wall. If I wasn't so scared this would be really hot! 
 
He starts kissing my neck. 'please, why are you here, please get off me' it doesn't stop him. He rips my shirt off, all the buttons fly onto the floor and he puts his head inbetween my tits, I push my body up against the wall away from him. 
  
He grabs me by my wrist and pulls me into my room and throws me on the bed like I'm some kind of rag doll. How does he know where my room is? I'm so dazed, I don't even have a
chance to try and get up before he is on me, his strong arms pinning me down. 
   
'you're loving this aren't you, you little slut' 
   
'no, please, get off me' I beg 
   
He starts tying me up with some rope that I had left out for my lover to use on me later that night. 'see you wanted this, didn't you? You were even ready for me' 
   
He rips my skirt down and tears my stockings right off of me. 
   
'Well Slut, you are dripping wet, and you still want me to believe you want me to go?' 
   
I was trembling with fear, 'please get off me' I sobbed. I looked at him, hoping he would have some compassion and see how scared I was. All I could see was a burning desire in those dark eyes, he wanted me, right now, anyway he pleased. 
   
He took his trousers off. His proud and erect cock now visible out the side of my eye. He lays on me, I feel his hot breath on my bare skin. I quiver, not knowing exactly what happens next. 

Suddenly he slams his rock solid cock straight into my pussy, I gasp with submission and surprise at this massive hard cock penetrating me. 

He starts hammering away, pounding my pussy hard and fast. 
I was trembling, but I couldn't help myself, I felt my body start to convulse and my muscles contract. I was scared and I didn't want this, but I started to cum, hard. 
   
He could feel my juices all over him and it just made him fuck me harder. It was so intense and passionate. Like a pure animal urge he was unable to control. 
   
As I came again I could feel him increase the pace. I felt like I was being pinned down purely by the large cock that was being rammed against my gspot. 
   
He let out a few moans and pounded me one last time as he
came deep inside me. I could feel his cock pulsating against my gspot. 
   
He got up, got dressed and gently kissed my forehead. He gently untied me and walked out of the room and out of my flat. 
   
I lay there, half naked, cum everywhere, dazed. 
   
A few minutes later, my phone beeped. I felt like jelly, but I go up and checked my messages. 
   
'Go have a shower, and I will come pick you up, we will go out and have some dinner while you recover. Hope you liked the present I arranged for you ;) your lover'
   

Sweet Kinky Dreams xXx 

Introduction and Disclaimer

Name: Scarlet
   
Age: Mid 20s
   
Location: My Bed, and anywhere else where the mood takes me.

Works: at some normal innocent little job.

Relationship Status: kind of in a long distance open relationship with 'My Lover' 
   

Hello, my name is Scarlet, I'm 23 and I'm a sex addict.... 

Scarlet is not my real name, nor are are any of the other names and places I may use. 
   
This is a diary of my actual events, fantasies, thoughts emotions and opinions. 
  

Please always be respectful to myself and anyone else who may post, comment or read this page. And please only read, follow, like, share, comment or email if you are over 18. The content of this blog is not suitable for those under 18. 
   
Thank you for reading. 

Sweet Kinky Dreams xXx